an hour desire

Maryams wedding is around the corner, subtly my heart trembled.the feeling of excited, worried everything la. She tried several baju pengantin in bangsar which matches her wedding theme that is “bali”. The last dress fits her perfectly. I hate to admit this but she looks spectacular.i wonder how mine would be. Haha boleh tak, da berangan nih *gatal.. the sad part is my exam is on that particular day, therefore everything will be a rush for me. Tak syok btol..i just hope that everything will goes smoothly.hueeeeee

beautiful.

bear in mind , u are one of the beautiful part in my life. tq.

whoever my future might be.

i longing to colour my life colourful. Including you as sparks which light every corner that might dull my life. We should be together every spring, taste the sweetness of flowers and rain drop. i saw us shining through. Stay with me while i grow old, design my life beautifully and colour it rainbow. I will assure you i will try my very best to be the best among the best for you. If you don’t find me, don’t worry, i will ok. I’ll try. everyday i'llset a pray for us. whoever you might be, i want you to know that i love you.

missing clouds =(

Now that it's all said

and done I can't believe you were the one

To build me up and tear me down

Like an old abandoned house

What you said when you left

Just left me coldand out of breath

I fell too far, was in way too deep

Guess I let you get the best of meeee

-daughtry

mix feeling?

should i give up on u?

its not easy

I don’t know how I get the strength to get through this, living a life with someone by your side but eventually he’s miles away from what you expected can give a very ghastly feeling. Some people just couldn’t careless about others. I should say life is not as easy as it seems, when you're living on your own in this wild world but i will try my very best to keep holding on and eliminate this spiteful feeling.till now it is surprising enough for every people who knows me and even myself that i have this "sukatilah" attitude. Maybe now I should say that I’ve retired from being a devoter.simply bcoz im tired, just plain tired.

what alia ariffin means..

"alia ariffin"
You are usually the best at everything ...

you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic “Type A” personality.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting.
You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.
You tend to be pretty tightly wound.
it's easy to get you excited...
which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly.
You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time.
Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.
You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel.
You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you.
You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble.
But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.
You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings.
You are able to be a foundation for other people...
but you still know how to have fun.
Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them.
You are very intuitive and wise.
You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination.
You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy.
You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.

rayarayaraya

Raya is not as contented as it used to be, but somehow we celebrate it blissfully. =)