Monday, November 17, 2008

cupid,i told you not to..

Too many times people shoot directly to my heart, how can they not see scars, wounds that not yet recover and yet still burning in fire, adding gas which cause explosion. How am i not giving up? I always wanted to believe and understand, but my life is puzzled, without having any clue where to start or to end. i just wish that i will find my destiny, the smile that can make me feel close, to sing me melody, who will be my everything. Now, i don’t really care all of it. Till the day i will find faith in love back again. My life fills with ups and down, just trying to fix every puzzle to be perfectly in place. in the depth of tenderness, Until i find love again....

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

k.e.c.e.l.a.r.u.a.n. "hati"

Sometimes our feelings were meant to be unspoken, unwritten and unnoticeable.

Monday, November 10, 2008

diamonds in life.

Sometimes, Things which we ought to conquer in life is unreachable. We start to sleep, dine, and even before we doze we won’t stop thinking about it. How goals, and targets affect our life. In order to set track to accommodate our own field of interest, a lot of hard work and effort should be plant in. To do the central planning would be the hardest part. Since he asked me, “ya, what’s your plan after this?” some sort of superior pressure start building playground in my mind. What exactly that i want in life? *i begin to wonder....

Sunday, November 9, 2008

that day

excited man
tenebrous woman
on a magnificent day

Thursday, November 6, 2008

minggu ini.


Monday, November 3, 2008

mrs azizul

kakak, u're now mrs azizul. it's weird having to share you with a man. now i can no longer sneak to ur room share stories that might hurt me along the way, filling our time gossiping, lepaking at the balcony till the stars run away,burn the mid night oil just to do silly things.but whatever it is I want you to know that in whatever circumstances you are in i will always be your little sister who will support you in every way.
im happy for you and abang.
may your love will keep on burning.
ill pray forever it will.
slamat pengantin baru sister.
i love u.

Sunday, November 2, 2008


The boyfriend every girl would want

When you break her heart - [ the pain NEVER really goes away]
When she misses you - [ she's hurting inside ]
When she says its over - [ she STILL wants you to be hers ]
When she re-posts this bulletin - [ she wants you to read it ]
When she walks away from you mad - [ Follow her]
When she stare's at your mouth - [ Kiss her ]
When she pushes you or hit's you - [ Grab her and don’t let go ]
When she starts cursing at you - [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]
When she ignores you - [ Give her your attention]
When she pulls away - [ Pull her back ]
When you see her at her worst - [ Tell her she's beautiful ]
When you see her start crying - [Just hold her and don’t say a word ]
When you see her walking - [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]
When she's scared - [ Protect her ]
When she lays her head on your shoulder - [ Tilt her head up and kiss her ]
When she steals your favorite hat - [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]
When she teases you - [ Tease her back and make her laugh ]
When she doesn’t answer for a long time - [ reassure her that everything is okay ]
When she looks at you with doubt - [ Back yourself up with the TRUTH]
When she says that she likes you - [ she really does more than you could understand ]
When she grabs at your hands - [ Hold hers and play with her fingers ]
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When she bumps into you - [ bump into her back and make her laugh ]
When she tells you a secret - [ keep it safe and untold ]
When she looks at you in your eyes - [ don’t look away until she does ]
- Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything
-DON'T let her have the last word
-DON'T call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is soo much better
- Say you love her more than she could ever love you
- Argue that she is the best girl ever
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's OK don’t believe it, talk with her
- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Tease her and let her tease you back
-Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid
- Give her the world
- Let her wear your clothes
- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
- Let her know she's important
- Kiss her in the pouring rain
- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;
"Who's ass am I kicking today baby?"
If you do post this in the next four minutes the one you love will:
Call you
Kiss you
Love you
Text you
Guys post as: "I'd be this Boyfriend"
Girls post as: "The boyfriend every girl would want"