Friday, September 26, 2008

some thought of u

i respect you not just because you are older but i thought you are wiser,“in some circumstances” . you have your own perspective in everything which sometimes can cause mind-boredness but somehow you make me think twice. You are adorable in your own ways which bring brightness in our relationship. you have certain goals that always linger in your mind which cause you to be very imaginative. Again dear,impreza is worthless . tak cantik!. You may be naughty when you are around girls.i am jealous, but what the hell, that is you. It’s ok though. But i must say everything is happening too fast. I still don’t know a big part of you but i guess time will fix everything.
Ps:/ i have a superlative day yesterday =)
thanks flinstone, LKH

Sunday, September 21, 2008


baby its you (^___________________^)

wordless wreck!

Tied up my tongue with shivering knees ,each blood cells run cold in my veins, my heart thumping heavily and there will be a bullet shredding my skulls. This is what I’ve been facing since I was in primary school. Not just in public speaking but whenever I have to be the center of attention. It really is pathetic. As time past me by, I am now slowly developing every skill to eliminate my hogwash self attitude. Really am trying and startlingly I am now doing a degree in professional communication in English course. That is the core reason why I am now struggling every breath to compete with my other fellow classmate yg ckp English behabuk2 in public speaking class..*jealous nie..=D

Friday, September 19, 2008

isit logical?

Certain people judge us by our external appearance. Is it logical for someone to say that u are a witch when your fingernails are coloured and U wear clothes which is different form others? I don’t think its fair. Human are more multifarious and appearance is only a small fraction of it. Why do some people being so judgmental? Each of us is unique in our own way and style, why don’t we just accept and respect one for whatever style they had chosen. By drawing quick conclusion on someone appearance will only lead to inaccuracy thoughts. Therefore ,Instead of judging one by external appearance why don’t you judge one by their thoughts and behavior which is more reasonable.

Thursday, September 18, 2008

my hippo

darling hippo,
i still want u if u gain a little weight
*wink wink

will i survive?

Things are different now, no more syg this and syg that or syg lets go here and syg lets go there. At this moment I am no longer belong to a comfortable zone where I’m the first and even so there won’t be any second. “Just me” and now im down to negative zone. where even time and consideration will be a great matter .*daymn.

Wednesday, September 17, 2008


occasionally I have made up my mind,

our journey should end.

There’s no excuse for breaking my heart again.

You leave me for quite sometimes but its alrite,

it’s the feeling inside ,

and the look in your eyes

that I don’t like.

Boy I have to say

u hv broke my heart millions apart.


someone ask me to have a peek at this lyric.
it goes like this......
*i thought the lyric was great.

There's a part of me you'll never know
The only thing I'll never show
Hopelessly I'll love you endlessly
Hopelessly I'll give you everything
But I won't give you up
I won't let you down
And I won't leave you falling
If the moment ever comes

It's plain to see it's trying to speak
Cherished dreams forever asleep
Hopelessly I'll love you endlessly
Hopelessly I'll give you everything
But I won't give you up
I won't let you down
And I won't leave you fallingIf the moment ever comes

Hopelessly I'll love you endlessly
Hopelessly I'll give you everything
But I won't give you up
I won't let you down
And I won't leave you falling
But the moment never comes

Friday, September 12, 2008

matyn ariffin

dear brother,

sometimes i feel like u understand every single beat of pressure, happiness in my heart. it may sound silly but ya that is why sometimes you are the one i hunt may remain silence but with your "flinstone" hand hugin me somehow will ease my, abdul matyn ariffin i miss you so greatly..=)

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

why do my brain keep on ignoring?

Beneath the table lamb trying hard not to blink my eyes too frequently. Finding difficulties to keep my eyes open. Feeling every blood flowing smoothly to the brain asking for more and more ideas but it seems that the brain keep on ignoring. There’s a gigantic weight underneath my neck. The pressure is becoming more and more. Make me unable to think anything more than relevant. Hue…. byk btol assignment ni *sigh sigh

Sunday, September 7, 2008

bintang that i miss greatly

In every breathless night, there will always be a star who without fail stays by my side. But now that particular star has been taken away by the night. As time goes by , stars keep on multiplying in the sky but believe me dear star in my heart I will never let you go. Even you no longer shine sparkly like the others you will always be my “bintang”. As I am alone now, walking through my lonely night I always pray that night will always accompany you with it peacefulness and send my hugs n kisses to the only star which I miss greatly. May you never stop shining dear..

Friday, September 5, 2008

scratching my heart..

bye bye dear love......

Tuesday, September 2, 2008


after 19 years celebrating ramadhan with my heartbeat and this time i hv to depart from them for i am away in uitm shah alam.Without having them around ,my days turn gloomy.tears start to built blocks infront of my cornea.sob..sob (^_''^)i miss my tremendously marvelous moms cook..but somehow im grateful dat im still here standing on my feet inhaling every air to celebrate this ramadhan peacefully.the most thing im pleased is that someone is living in this ranadhan almubarak month =) *saytan*huahua