money cant buy me love

Death of The most influential and gifted singer, MJ awakes me that the sparkle of wealth and fame cant buy me love.

hidden.

My life has been a rollercoaster, as expected, there were peaks and valley but yet the journey is still on. As my heart pumping faster, i realised after all life isn’t that easy. i didn’t ought to spit out my feelings and get all emotional here, but i just want to say how I’ve woke up from this dreams. How i realise on this particular land I’m living, “earth” creature like angels and demons do exist.They were somehow hidden under our own shadow.

busy!busy!busy!

"a heart without a beat"

3 weeks to go

and im still

hoping,hunting and striving

for the BEST!

what a "turn off"

After i came across akuxpeduli blog i thought i should also write,the killer topic

“ how man can turn me off”.

1.a man who haunt for popularity in every circumstances just because he likes to be in the centre of attention. Hey wake up! The word popularity itself comes naturally. You don’t need to pretend and act cool when you are actually not.

2.talking without thinking. Make sense of what u are trying to say; rubbish will just make all the girls turn away. Please make use of your brain which can actually take every breath away. Knowledge is the power of all, so go and look for some. At least your partner won’t be embarrassed to stand by you.

3.norrow civic mindedness and lack of manners. From what i can see, this hitch has been spreading.. from one stage to another. Farting, burping, coughing without saying excuse me or maybe just get out of the way where no one can hear you or smell the toxic which cause us short of breath? What is wrong with all these people, pengotor la wei! eyyeeuuu.. oh ya, the civic mindedness people, please have some respect to all mankind which include Indonesian, Bangladeshi and Nigerian and also our nature. If not you will just bring humiliation to our country.

4. big-headed. I don’t really care what label or brand you are wearing, so stop showing off and you don’t have to go detail about the price or what the brand is. You know what, i just don’t care!

5. proud of the so called deeds that they have done. Drinking (alcoholic), xaxau (did i spell it correctly?), cheating, clubbing, etc. Yeah, i know what the hell it’s your life and you have every right bla bla bla... you don’t need to shout it to the world expecting everyone will respect you for that.well, i just dont! How about just keep it to yourself. ill appreciate it.

to be continue...

relationship survey =)

1) Single,taken,Crushing,Heartbroken?
= single and for now not interested.

2) Are you happy with that?
= sometimes

3) Would you kiss your ex?
= depends on the situation.

4) Have you ever had your heart broken?
= hell yeah!

5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok?
=nah!xde maknenye.

6) Do you believe in love at first sight?
=yeah

7) Have you ever talked about marriage with another person?
hahaha yeah !

8) Do you want kids?
= someday,yeah.

9) How Many?
= four max

11) Have you ever fallen completely in love?
= yeah,i think so

12) Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
=yes yes yes

13) Do you believe you should change for someone?
=in certain aspect,yeah..im willing to

14) Have you ever told someone you loved them and didn't mean it?
= nope.

15) Do you believe in long distance relationships?
=i used to, but now im not sure about it. 50-50

16) From a scale from 1-10 how much do you like the person you like?
= rite now i dont like any particular person la

polygamy

Let’s start with a very subjective word, “polygamy”. Most man before they commit themselves into a relationship they always believe that they will give entirely to that particular woman and claim that their love is incredibly strong and to fill her with full of love without hesitation. Some may believe and give their heart fully to their partner which is insanely stupid. I admit, few years back I’m reasonably dumb. Ok ok back to that particular word, polygamy. For me, the only ground a man can do such attitude is when their partner did not put any effort in improving the blooms and fire in their relationship and heart. In this case, it’s plain to see that by ditching your partner is a very thoughtful act. But how about when your partner is struggling every breath, hoping, bending, to make you notice that she is nothing less than perfect. I can’t see any reason why any man should have this brainless act (polygamy). I don’t think the quantity is such a great matter, why don’t they see through a different prospect which is the quality. I would like to question men who practice this polygamy act; don’t you have pride in you? Spitting every sweet word without saving them for whom it deserves, act hopelessly romantic to every girl in town. Telling lies, just to achieve your goals, to make yourself feel good and avert unnecessary pain to others. Dear man, please stop polygamy and learn to appreciate whom you have before it’s too late. Stop promising lies and stick to the one your love.

It’s worth it to have one who can love you eternally than many who only love you temporarily.

cupid,i told you not to..

Too many times people shoot directly to my heart, how can they not see scars, wounds that not yet recover and yet still burning in fire, adding gas which cause explosion. How am i not giving up? I always wanted to believe and understand, but my life is puzzled, without having any clue where to start or to end. i just wish that i will find my destiny, the smile that can make me feel close, to sing me melody, who will be my everything. Now, i don’t really care all of it. Till the day i will find faith in love back again. My life fills with ups and down, just trying to fix every puzzle to be perfectly in place. in the depth of tenderness, Until i find love again....

k.e.c.e.l.a.r.u.a.n. "hati"

Sometimes our feelings were meant to be unspoken, unwritten and unnoticeable.

diamonds in life.

Sometimes, Things which we ought to conquer in life is unreachable. We start to sleep, dine, and even before we doze we won’t stop thinking about it. How goals, and targets affect our life. In order to set track to accommodate our own field of interest, a lot of hard work and effort should be plant in. To do the central planning would be the hardest part. Since he asked me, “ya, what’s your plan after this?” some sort of superior pressure start building playground in my mind. What exactly that i want in life? *i begin to wonder....

that day

excited man

tenebrous woman

on a magnificent day

minggu ini.

currently;

stress.

pimple.

dissapointed.

ambitious.

curious.

boredom.

nescafe.

exam.

usher.

mrs azizul

kakak, u're now mrs azizul. it's weird having to share you with a man. now i can no longer sneak to ur room share stories that might hurt me along the way, filling our time gossiping, lepaking at the balcony till the stars run away,burn the mid night oil just to do silly things.but whatever it is I want you to know that in whatever circumstances you are in i will always be your little sister who will support you in every way.

im happy for you and abang.

may your love will keep on burning.

ill pray forever it will.

slamat pengantin baru sister.

i love u.

interesting?

The boyfriend every girl would want

When you break her heart - [ the pain NEVER really goes away]
When she misses you - [ she's hurting inside ]
When she says its over - [ she STILL wants you to be hers ]
When she re-posts this bulletin - [ she wants you to read it ]
When she walks away from you mad - [ Follow her]
When she stare's at your mouth - [ Kiss her ]
When she pushes you or hit's you - [ Grab her and don’t let go ]
When she starts cursing at you - [ Kiss her and tell her you love her ]
When she ignores you - [ Give her your attention]
When she pulls away - [ Pull her back ]
When you see her at her worst - [ Tell her she's beautiful ]
When you see her start crying - [Just hold her and don’t say a word ]
When you see her walking - [ Sneak up and hug her waist from behind ]
When she's scared - [ Protect her ]
When she lays her head on your shoulder - [ Tilt her head up and kiss her ]
When she steals your favorite hat - [ Let her keep it and sleep with it for a night]
When she teases you - [ Tease her back and make her laugh ]
When she doesn’t answer for a long time - [ reassure her that everything is okay ]
When she looks at you with doubt - [ Back yourself up with the TRUTH]
When she says that she likes you - [ she really does more than you could understand ]
When she grabs at your hands - [ Hold hers and play with her fingers ]
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When she bumps into you - [ bump into her back and make her laugh ]
When she tells you a secret - [ keep it safe and untold ]
When she looks at you in your eyes - [ don’t look away until she does ]
- Stay on the phone with her even if she’s not saying anything
-DON'T let her have the last word
-DON'T call her hot, but gorgeous or beautiful is soo much better
- Say you love her more than she could ever love you
- Argue that she is the best girl ever
- When she's mad hug her tight and don't let go
- When she says she's OK don’t believe it, talk with her
- because 10 yrs later she'll remember you
- Call her at 12:00am on her birthday to tell her you love her
- Call her before you sleep and after you wake up
- Treat her like she's all that matters to you
- Tease her and let her tease you back
-Stay up all night with her when she's sick
- Watch her favorite movie with her or her favorite show even if you think its stupid
- Give her the world
- Let her wear your clothes
- When she's bored and sad, hang out with her
- Let her know she's important
- Kiss her in the pouring rain
- When she runs up at you crying, the first thing you say is;
"Who's ass am I kicking today baby?"
If you do post this in the next four minutes the one you love will:
Call you
Kiss you
Love you
Text you
Guys post as: "I'd be this Boyfriend"
Girls post as: "The boyfriend every girl would want"

an hour desire

Maryams wedding is around the corner, subtly my heart trembled.the feeling of excited, worried everything la. She tried several baju pengantin in bangsar which matches her wedding theme that is “bali”. The last dress fits her perfectly. I hate to admit this but she looks spectacular.i wonder how mine would be. Haha boleh tak, da berangan nih *gatal.. the sad part is my exam is on that particular day, therefore everything will be a rush for me. Tak syok btol..i just hope that everything will goes smoothly.hueeeeee

beautiful.

bear in mind , u are one of the beautiful part in my life. tq.

whoever my future might be.

i longing to colour my life colourful. Including you as sparks which light every corner that might dull my life. We should be together every spring, taste the sweetness of flowers and rain drop. i saw us shining through. Stay with me while i grow old, design my life beautifully and colour it rainbow. I will assure you i will try my very best to be the best among the best for you. If you don’t find me, don’t worry, i will ok. I’ll try. everyday i'llset a pray for us. whoever you might be, i want you to know that i love you.

missing clouds =(

Now that it's all said

and done I can't believe you were the one

To build me up and tear me down

Like an old abandoned house

What you said when you left

Just left me coldand out of breath

I fell too far, was in way too deep

Guess I let you get the best of meeee

-daughtry

mix feeling?

should i give up on u?

its not easy

I don’t know how I get the strength to get through this, living a life with someone by your side but eventually he’s miles away from what you expected can give a very ghastly feeling. Some people just couldn’t careless about others. I should say life is not as easy as it seems, when you're living on your own in this wild world but i will try my very best to keep holding on and eliminate this spiteful feeling.till now it is surprising enough for every people who knows me and even myself that i have this "sukatilah" attitude. Maybe now I should say that I’ve retired from being a devoter.simply bcoz im tired, just plain tired.

what alia ariffin means..

"alia ariffin"
You are usually the best at everything ...

you strive for perfection.

You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.

You have the classic “Type A” personality.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.

You are light hearted and accepting.
You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.
You tend to be pretty tightly wound.
it's easy to get you excited...
which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly.
You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time.
Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.
You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel.
You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you.
You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble.
But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.
You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings.
You are able to be a foundation for other people...
but you still know how to have fun.
Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them.
You are very intuitive and wise.
You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination.
You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy.
You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.