money cant buy me love

Death of The most influential and gifted singer, MJ awakes me that the sparkle of wealth and fame cant buy me love.

hidden.

My life has been a rollercoaster, as expected, there were peaks and valley but yet the journey is still on. As my heart pumping faster, i realised after all life isn’t that easy. i didn’t ought to spit out my feelings and get all emotional here, but i just want to say how I’ve woke up from this dreams. How i realise on this particular land I’m living, “earth” creature like angels and demons do exist.They were somehow hidden under our own shadow.

busy!busy!busy!

"a heart without a beat"

3 weeks to go

and im still

hoping,hunting and striving

for the BEST!

what a "turn off"

After i came across akuxpeduli blog i thought i should also write,the killer topic

“ how man can turn me off”.

1.a man who haunt for popularity in every circumstances just because he likes to be in the centre of attention. Hey wake up! The word popularity itself comes naturally. You don’t need to pretend and act cool when you are actually not.

2.talking without thinking. Make sense of what u are trying to say; rubbish will just make all the girls turn away. Please make use of your brain which can actually take every breath away. Knowledge is the power of all, so go and look for some. At least your partner won’t be embarrassed to stand by you.

3.norrow civic mindedness and lack of manners. From what i can see, this hitch has been spreading.. from one stage to another. Farting, burping, coughing without saying excuse me or maybe just get out of the way where no one can hear you or smell the toxic which cause us short of breath? What is wrong with all these people, pengotor la wei! eyyeeuuu.. oh ya, the civic mindedness people, please have some respect to all mankind which include Indonesian, Bangladeshi and Nigerian and also our nature. If not you will just bring humiliation to our country.

4. big-headed. I don’t really care what label or brand you are wearing, so stop showing off and you don’t have to go detail about the price or what the brand is. You know what, i just don’t care!

5. proud of the so called deeds that they have done. Drinking (alcoholic), xaxau (did i spell it correctly?), cheating, clubbing, etc. Yeah, i know what the hell it’s your life and you have every right bla bla bla... you don’t need to shout it to the world expecting everyone will respect you for that.well, i just dont! How about just keep it to yourself. ill appreciate it.

to be continue...

relationship survey =)

1) Single,taken,Crushing,Heartbroken?
= single and for now not interested.

2) Are you happy with that?
= sometimes

3) Would you kiss your ex?
= depends on the situation.

4) Have you ever had your heart broken?
= hell yeah!

5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok?
=nah!xde maknenye.

6) Do you believe in love at first sight?
=yeah

7) Have you ever talked about marriage with another person?
hahaha yeah !

8) Do you want kids?
= someday,yeah.

9) How Many?
= four max

11) Have you ever fallen completely in love?
= yeah,i think so

12) Do you believe in celebrating anniversaries?
=yes yes yes

13) Do you believe you should change for someone?
=in certain aspect,yeah..im willing to

14) Have you ever told someone you loved them and didn't mean it?
= nope.

15) Do you believe in long distance relationships?
=i used to, but now im not sure about it. 50-50

16) From a scale from 1-10 how much do you like the person you like?
= rite now i dont like any particular person la

polygamy

Let’s start with a very subjective word, “polygamy”. Most man before they commit themselves into a relationship they always believe that they will give entirely to that particular woman and claim that their love is incredibly strong and to fill her with full of love without hesitation. Some may believe and give their heart fully to their partner which is insanely stupid. I admit, few years back I’m reasonably dumb. Ok ok back to that particular word, polygamy. For me, the only ground a man can do such attitude is when their partner did not put any effort in improving the blooms and fire in their relationship and heart. In this case, it’s plain to see that by ditching your partner is a very thoughtful act. But how about when your partner is struggling every breath, hoping, bending, to make you notice that she is nothing less than perfect. I can’t see any reason why any man should have this brainless act (polygamy). I don’t think the quantity is such a great matter, why don’t they see through a different prospect which is the quality. I would like to question men who practice this polygamy act; don’t you have pride in you? Spitting every sweet word without saving them for whom it deserves, act hopelessly romantic to every girl in town. Telling lies, just to achieve your goals, to make yourself feel good and avert unnecessary pain to others. Dear man, please stop polygamy and learn to appreciate whom you have before it’s too late. Stop promising lies and stick to the one your love.

It’s worth it to have one who can love you eternally than many who only love you temporarily.

cupid,i told you not to..

Too many times people shoot directly to my heart, how can they not see scars, wounds that not yet recover and yet still burning in fire, adding gas which cause explosion. How am i not giving up? I always wanted to believe and understand, but my life is puzzled, without having any clue where to start or to end. i just wish that i will find my destiny, the smile that can make me feel close, to sing me melody, who will be my everything. Now, i don’t really care all of it. Till the day i will find faith in love back again. My life fills with ups and down, just trying to fix every puzzle to be perfectly in place. in the depth of tenderness, Until i find love again....